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• I’ve gotten steady gazing at an outer point and now I want to do it with my eyes closed, conjuring a small steady light between my brows from memory alone
• I can hold my focus fine while I’m staring at the flame, but the instant I close my eyes my attention scatters again
• Closing my eyes to meditate just hands my mind a blank screen to run wild on
• When I close my eyes the picture of what I was looking at flickers and vanishes almost instantly, and I want to learn how to hold that inner image steady for more than a second or two.
• I want to do a fixed-gaze practice in the middle of my day at my desk, but lighting a candle isn’t practical

Practices that may help

1. Jyoti dharana — holding the inner light
   Visualise a steady inner flame at the space between the eyebrows and rest attention there.
   Trataka: The Yoga Practice of Fixed-Gaze Meditation
2. Antar trataka — internalised after-image
   Close your eyes after gazing and hold the mental image of the flame at the brow centre.
   Trataka: The Yoga Practice of Fixed-Gaze Meditation
3. Bahir trataka — external candle gaze
   Sit one metre from a candle and hold an unblinking gaze on the flame tip until tears form.
   Trataka: The Yoga Practice of Fixed-Gaze Meditation
4. Developing the preliminary sign (parikamma nimitta)
   Gaze at the kasina until you can see it clearly with eyes open and hold its image for a few seconds with eyes closed.
   Kasina Meditation: Concentration Through a Physical Object
5. Bindu trataka — gazing at a dot
   Use a black dot on a white card instead of a candle for a portable, daylight-safe practice.
   Trataka: The Yoga Practice of Fixed-Gaze Meditation
6. Use a single, undirected object-gaze to invite daydreaming
   Gaze softly at a single object (window, wall, sky) without trying to think anything in particular.
   Boredom and Creativity: Why Your Best Ideas Need Idle Time
7. Progressive duration building
   Start at sixty seconds of unbroken gaze and add thirty seconds each week until you reach ten minutes.
   Trataka: The Yoga Practice of Fixed-Gaze Meditation
8. Preparing the kasina object
   Create or find a clean, simple, uniform kasina disk and position it correctly before each session.
   Kasina Meditation: Concentration Through a Physical Object
9. Practicing with eyes open and lowered
   Keep eyes softly open and cast downward — in Zen, the open eye is the practicing eye.
   Kinhin: Zen Walking Meditation
10. Use external anchors instead of closed-eye inward attention
    Keep eyes open and soft-focused, or anchor on an external object, to reduce the risk of dissociation during practice.
    Trauma-Sensitive Mindfulness, Made Practical

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